05-23-2020
I’m getting bad again but my rational brain is still present, I hope this episode ends soon. I don’t want to feel this way anymore.
There is a difference between stupid and offensive
Low key, high key want to die and relapse with self harm
03-28-2020
I want to cut my leg open but I know I can’t
02-03-2020
Tonight I relapsed
Hello to the void I complain into, I almost relapsed self harm this morning and now I have to go to work yay
I am not okay and college is so hard. I want friends I’m tired of being alone. I don’t know how people do it
I feel sick to my stomach about how many calories I had at dinner
I’m having anxiety attacks over the food I eat it’s so hard to just eat
I was doing so good on my calorie count and then I went to a buffe and there was no calorie count and I went over my 900 by 300 cals